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Well well well! So my mom has been wanting to buy a new sewing machine ever since we put the old one wherever we can’t find it anymore. So a few days ago while we were out shopping we saw a nice “Singer” sewing machine. We hesitated buying and had dad bring it after he was done working.

A day later I unpacked it – tore apart clothes we recently threw away but had neat fabric and then tried to figure out how it works but I quickly had to realize I had NO idea how this thing works. I put the thread into the most impossible places and didnt know how to connect my thread to the needle lol!
I already had planned to make a little doll of my shepards Mass Effect Shepard drawing. Well stupid me! I had the needed fabrics but the knowledge of connecting them? nope! So I got angry, packed everything up and left to play Mass Effect.

A few hours later my mom came downstairs and asked me to come tot he kitchen. She already had the sewing machine unpacked again. She asked me to get her some fabric so I got all my felt stuff and an old tablecloth. Mom was a little aggrivated but it worked out fine. She set everything up with me and we studied the manual. She used to sew a lot so she figured it out quickly. So she started to try out all kinds of things the machine can do and the normal stitches. Then she showed me and left to get something. While she was gone I managed to get 5 threads out fo the machine and everything was stuck. Not really how I planned it. My mistake was I didnt let the head down onto my fabric wich mom had to teach me lol ~ Oh me! Well then I learned how to seam.

Getting forward in Baby steps I packed out my felt and and wanted to MAKE something rather than destroy stuff. I made a decorational inner frame on a regular rectangle shaped felt piece. Then I wanted to learn how to sew things ontop of it. Quickly I got the idea to put another felt piece shaped as a flower ontop. While I had mom cut out my flower design I got to practise with old felt parts onto another felt piece. Straight lines were easy but gosh my trial curvy piece turned out awful! The stitches were everywhere else just not sewing my pieces onto the other haha! So I bravely stopped practising and jumped onto my flower! It was fine, I did it slowly and carefully but forgot to suture the beginning haha. I’m so mindless and keep forgetting to do that! But ok, my curvy stitching was fine, not perfect on all places but I was still pretty proud of it!

I filled the inside of the flower with small fleece parts so it stands out a little. I had mom draw more different colored flowers and cut them out while I did the first one and she drew some really freaky looking ones haha. I needed to edit those so they didnt look like people on street signs. Then shortly after I got to do the second flower! I sewed it so it layered a little over the first flower.  I was happy with the outcome and it went a lot faster! The third flower was also a cake and quickly I finished my very first miniature tablecloth!

I hope I wasn’t too detailed! Ill make sure to keep posting my sewing adventures on here haha!

Katherine loves bears… we can clearly see her obsession in the new Amusement Park stuff. Its craaazzzzyyyy! Now I need to nsave up for the coming up limited items~ omgomgomg! Then Valentines! Nuuuuuuuu stressy!
Well, I really just wanted to post this little image that cheers me up! Taken riiight out of the Amusement Park Shop yaya

I really havent been doing much lately, most of the time I stay at home and around my mom. Not quite what I like to do. I’m looking for a job now since I can’t keep wasting my time. My friend mentioned that I could be able to get an apprenticeship as a graphic designer with my current school diploma, i doubt it but that would be more than just neat! I was thinking about what other jobs I’d enjoy doing. I think taking an apprenticeship is smarter than a badly paid mc donalds job. I’m sure I want to do something with art, i was thinking about graphic designer, photgrapher and stuff like that. Well see whats going to come once I visit my appointment with the job center people on thursday morning!

Ive been watching a lot of TV with mom. Lots of antisocial people and gossip about Stars. Mom wanted a month of Big Bother watching so my dad got her that for a few bucks. Its an interesting thing. The people in there are pretty decent. Lots of fake titties and gay people but its watchable. Id say its like being in a conversation but you cant really join in? Well we are talking about what they say here in real life but thats about it. Its interesting, but gets boring quickly. Also they film titties and booties way too much! Gross! I guess most of the people that actually get the BB supscriptions fap to this shit non stop.

Im still SO Poupeegirl addicted. Im soo happy Matt joined it and some of his friends hehe~! I’m collecting a bunch of suuuper cute items! Its so sad though everytime I visit the Poupee Marketplace I see super cheap rare items and by the time I try to get them they are gone! SO GAY! Makes me sooo sad~! But oh well, I’m good at collecting my ribbons! So I should be able to get things I want. Right now I need to save up for Valentines. I’m holding myself back from buying random crap haha~ I really have my eyes set on the enchanted stuff. It suuucks that its sooo expensive! BUT it’s Giselles Dress!  Just look at it! Its gorgeous!

Then with my latest upload of a Lancôme Miracle Perfume I got a little suprise~!  I’m soo happy! I saw a lot of people posting about these on the Poupeegirl Livejournal Page, its prolly the biggest Poupee community out of Poupeegirl itself.

I’m still kinda down about the commission stuff on the LJ community, I dont think I draw that bad or have high prices, I really can’t explain myself why noone is ordering from me I think I’ll try it on IMVU again, get some paypal cash. I also doubt that if I start real commissions anyone would order. So upsetting.

Hello there~ since I feel like I’m super poor on Poupeegirl I would be willing to do commissions for ribbons/jewels/items!
Please read trough the following and see contact for the contact options!

Ainiwaffles little commissions

Samples:
Many samples are in different styles please show me an example of wich style you’d prefer if not Ill just come up with something!
★Full Body ~    1     2    3    4    5     6  
★Waist up 1   2  3  4  5  6  7  8   
★Headshot:  1  , 2 , 3,  4
★Chibi  1   2   3   4
Prices:
★Full Body ~ 500 Ribbons
★Waist up ~ 475 Ribbons
★Headshot ~ 250 Ribbons
★Chibi ~ 300
If you require a very special detailed style example 1   2   3 then I might need to ask for more Ribbons, I will inform you about this once you send me a request with all your information
I could also do couple pictures but depending on fullbody, headshot or waist up the price would double.
I will put random backgrounds or colors behind your drawings, if you wish anything special (example favorite color)  please tell me about it
I can vary on prices if needed (items or jewels would be also an option!) . Tips are always welcome.  Payment will be upfront. 
If you dont like what I draw you, I will work on it until you’ll like it that’s for sure.
Contact:
Please contact me over my Poupeegirl Page or through msn aini@ainiwaffles.com  and aim muddykipz
I will also update my commission slots or finished pictures on my Blog so please check it out and maybe leave a comment ~ <3

Well well I sure haven’t touched my blog in a long time!
And golly am I sorry about that. Not that I think anyone actually reads it besides me and Matt haha but still…
Its like a diary to me, I love looking at old entries and read about old times.
I dont really like real life diaries as much since I cant make it all pretty and my handwriting is awful lol…
ALSO Its more fun when you talk bad about someone and hope they might read it ohohoho
and comments from other people would be nice too but I guess thats a no go for me since noone really reads this haha

Okay well I got a nice new room,
I dont have the best pictures yet since its still not completely done and now the kitchen is getting painted and all the kitchen crap is inside my room
We are pretty much redoing our house and finally getting rid of shit we havent been using for 11 years ever since we moved in.
It feels good throwing away stuff, making space for new memories and so on.
Weve been working on my room and the kitchen for about 2 weeks now.
I drove away my car 4 times whenever it was filled with trash.
Luckily theres a trash crmeation collection place in town and its only 1o bux each full car.
If we didnt have that it would be impossible to throw away so much shit.
In germany you have to sort trash after plastic, paper and compost.
Also you only get a little barrel for each of these and they get emptied once a week.
Sometimes they even skip you out of emptying them and its a pain in the ass.
I didnt have problems like that while I stood at Matts place, stuff goes in a big bag or leftover bags from shopping ,
carry it downstairs and throw it intot he trahs place over a little fence.
Pretty much what were doing here just wiht the car and the 15 minute drive there.
Its also very refreshing to throw old stuff down the hole of the cremation place.
You can bash it against the walls and enjoy it.
I threw away an old scanner that always troubled me.
Well it got thrown onto the wall there and I watched the glass of it break into thousand pieces as well as the plastic that surrounded it.
Very pleasing.

While we threw away so many things we also found some old treasures that were hidden in closets.
My mom found her grandmas porcelain tea set. It looks so lovely. And she gave it to me to put it into one of my new closets.
Dear god am I proud that she gave me that. Its so wounderful.
I can barely remember Grandma since she died when i was 4 and knowing that I have something of her that looks so fabulous is such a honor to me.
I love looking at the delicate handmade pieces of the tea set~
I even searched my good cam to take a picture that does the awesomeness justice~ 
And heres a little picture

Besides the house updates I havent been really doing much, cleaning is exhausting and takes way too much time.
But I still found some time to discover a new addiction.
And I believe this addiction will stay for a while. Its Poupée Girl.

Dear god do I love this site. Its basically a dress up flash game, but to get clothes you have to take pictures of your own things in RL and post these.
Its like drugs to me since im such a fashionholic~ and even better you arent allowed to show faces~ wich means no pics of super pretty girls that make you feel ugly haha! Only pretty things!
Its neat! And the community is so nice! All the other poupees are really lovely and so on!
This is my “Puppe” since Poupee spoken sounds a lot like the german word for doll~Puppe~ 

 I will prolly write more about Poupée girl in another blog entry~

Lately I’ve been having a lot of skin problems since I came to America. The weather in LA is way too hot and I doubt my body is used to it. 
So Ive had a lot of pimples and I’m constantly needing to peel skin off my nose! Yuck!
The last two times I visited I could keep it under control with my lovely Dèesse Apricot Oil, but I ran out of it.
I only have a few fingertips left for emergencies and I can’t find any Dèesse items in America nor to order online, I’m actually pretty sure its only available in Europe.  
So while Matt wanted to pick up a new Vacuum with his Coworker Devin, I wanted to search for something good for my face.
I went straight for the organic things. I’m tired of bad stuff for my body, I had to realise this through my poor poor hair.
I’m losing a lot of hair lately, it got a bit better after I stopped using mainstream L’oreal stuff and switched back to Advanced Hair Gear wich is completely organic and natural.
Its like crack for my hair. I don’t even need to brish em after showering they fall so nicely and uncluttered. I think the hairloss is caused by my thyroid.
Another thing I need to do when I’m back in Germany – bug Bernie my doctor for another thyroid test and then I actually need to get myself to use the pills he used to give me for it.
Well back to my skincare. I looked around next to the face lotion thats priced about 180$. Thats just insane, who would buy this!

Well something that fell into my eye was a little can filled with superpink stuff. Labeled as “Raspberry Sorbet”.
I picked it up and read the description: “a light, silky formula that melts into your skin * ultra-moisturizing cream soothes and hydrates skin * antioxidant enriched formula for smoother, younger looking skin” Pretty awesome to read ultra-moisturizing, so I took it. Once we got home and after I took a shower I decided to try it out. I kept my hair out of my face with a few clips and opened the can. To my suprise the sorbet is as crazy pink as it looks form the outside. I thought it was a colored can but its the actual content thats showing off such a crazy pink color. It smells pretty and feels interesting. I put it on my face and massaged it in. At some parts it started to roll up a little, I guess that was some peeling off skin but after using it a few times it stopped doin that. I’m very happy with it, my nose is getting better already I’ve been using it for about 5 days now and I like it!  Heres a little picture of it~

Well I was wondering what else I could write about, since theres not too much happening right now. I’m not even playing real games anymore.
I was into Dynasty Warriors for a while, until Matt got me Kingdom under Fire: circle of Doom.
First I heard about this game on another blog I like to browse every now and then,
this guy blogs about random clothes in games: Costume GET!  is pretty funny and always has awesome pictures of the various outfits!
I really liked that game. It was soomewhat scary, gorey and freaky. I love slashing the same shit over and over again.
I liked the online multiplayer, its pretty sad you couldnt have someone join your game thats next to you in real life It woulda been fun to play with Matt.
Besides it being a very old game with many graphic issues and bugs theres a lot of things that bug me.
Like how the cutscenes talking is totally out fo sync it hurts my eyes! Worst of all the crafting NEVER got explained.
Its confusing as fuck and theres not a single fuckign tutorial online. I wish I knew how to craft since you can get items to have +1847274930232737 HP. Literally.
Someone online gave me a random item that had +1298478943874847 hp on it.
I cant even say the number in real life! Its awesome though, nothing can kill you!
I just wish I knew how to make these myself so I wouldnt have to talk to random people that always ask a/s/l and if I have a boyfriend or not.
I met some interesting people on there too. Sicne you can join random peoples games and they can join yours.
One time I got to listen to a guy that was watching America’s got Talent. He enjoyed raging about Shakira’s guest appearance and her shitty dancing.
It was pretty funny too. Then theres these people that speak whatever languages and they keep trying to talk to you lol. Its terrible lol.
I had a lot of fun, some people are really nice others kick you out when you are about to kill a boss and you wont get exp or anything else.
Alltogether its a decent game, I can’t wait for the second one wich is going to come out in the future! They better fix all the fucking problems though >_<

Thats it for now <3

Oh my where to start… I’ve been all over the Facebook Playfish applications lately. From cooking to pets to farms lol … but expecially Pet Society! I love it. You can make little pets in it, dress em, feed em, wash em.

I remade my love of a pet Rage in it, and I take care of her as if it was her <3 
I absolutely spoil her house with everything I can get. Its such a pain to get coins, and I dont wanna spend any real money on this stuff. While asking fro friends on the playfish forums I decided to start a thread and offer drawings for stuff and coins. I got instant orders, most people even asked for multiple drawings. Pretty crazy! I had no idea about pricing, I usually have people offer me. I ask them to all the time. Must be hard to follow my requests I dont like when people dont read what my thread says. Its totally wasting my time. I stumbled upon insane people, some barely speak enough english to communicate with me.
Some that want to order over 9000 pics in a row (ugh kill me) Then theres these super nice ones that offer a lot of stuff for simple drawings.

 But its a crazy amount of inspiration and it keeps me drawing. Drawing like a crazy woman. A LOT. In short amounts of time! Its insane, I didnt have this much patience when I worked for stuff on IMVU (prolly because most of IMVU people wanted really weird things, and most of their avatars looked fucking terrible, uninspiring and so on)  I might want to work on IMVU again too, if I cant get real commissions up 100.000 Credits are still 40 USD. Thats 27€. Good enough for me. But people on there are weird, like I said. I think theres always a weird bunhc of people that order things.

<3 A Gallery of my commissions, please check them out by clicking on the picture!<3

And because of that I really want to open real money commission works soon. I dont know about the pricing though I need to look around and decide what I think my art is worth. If anyone actually reads it maybe comment any ideas?    

Okay besides the drawing I’ve gotten into make up lately. It started once I followed some pretty girls blogs, and gosh I love all their update

I’m following Miss Muhsine’s Blog – Bubblegarm  lately  and I was browsing through her older Posts. I love her pictures they are all absolutely fab. I envy her tan skin and make up taste D: Curse you pretty woman! Anyways, I saw the Made with Love picture on the left wich is from this blog entry –  Made with love from Bubblegarm and GOSH The color of her lips! WOW I needed to have that lipstick. I figured out the name, went to the online MAC store, searched for it and threw it in my cart. Then I saw you could enter some special offer coupons! Awesome, I pulled up the awesome page www.retailmenot.com wich has a lot of coupons for many many pages. Whenever I order something online and see I cna enter coupon codes I instantly pull it up. This time for the MAC order I went here – http://www.retailmenot.com/view/maccosmetics.com and took the LASH99 code, free shipping and eyelash! I tried to enter my CC info but they didn’t want to have a german CC what a bummer! I stopped thinking about it for a few days and got a Debit Card meanwhile. So a week ago, I randomly thought about it again and ordered it again. The lash code went out of usage but luckily RetailmeNot is awesome and had LASH101! Woo! So I still got free shipping and my sample I got it in the mail yesterday, well the chinese tailor shop did while I slept lol. Matt went downstairs and picked it up for me while I was cooking <3. I went out today with him and Franko, and I loved it! Its not looking as fine on me but its still good <3 I like its smell a lot!

We went to see Paranormal Activity. I didnt know its only showed in California right now since the rights were bought and its going to get remade. We went to eat at Arbys really quick before going there. Its nice that the movie is showing closer than Hollywood starting today. The drive there is kinda long. On the other hand, that ment a lot of people are going to see it. That sucked. We got awesome seats though. Now I knew it was a horror movie. The trailer for it fucking SHOWS people scremaing in theatres. Thats what I feared, and dear god it was ruining the movie for me. These people screamed non stop, like they were getting killed, whenever there was anything kinda scary. Footsteps? WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH Door moving on itself? EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEECCCCCKKKK!!!! For fucks sake people. I do hope they get throat cancer. Then there were funny guys that thought they are so cool, they gotta scream when theres nothing or a tense moment, trying to be scary. Making the non stop scremaing girls scream even more. I wanted to fucking stab someone. Well while I raged about screaming people, Matt was terribly annoyed by cellphone kids. I mean, I can see being bored and multitasking while watching a movie. but you should do it at home.
Well the movie ended like they ran out of time and ideas. It wasnt too scary. Just mindgames. Scary sounds whenever something was happening, stuff happening when you sleep - wich you normally wouldnt know about. Etc. it was an ok movie, not the scariest or so. They also show the last scene in the preview/trailer. Good job people. The whole time everytime it was night time you expect something from the trailer to happen. And thats the last scene. So yah, you are kinda focused on the door non stop if you’ve seen it. Meh I had scarier Ghost Hunter episodes, where I used to cry non stop while watching it. Its really weird, once I’m scared my eyes tear non stop lol. It stopped or got less worse while watching Ghost Hunters lol. I have to admit I teared once, I hope Franko who sat next to me didnt see that, makes me feel retarded. I dont know why my eyes tear when I’m scaredish. Its not even me being scared, they just tear. Does anyone else have this? or heard about it? Lol…

Oh yeah, the toher day I drove Matt to work. It was the first time of me driving alone so after that I went to Macy’s to spoil myself a little. I got a checkered jacket. I wanted one ever since I saw these pictures of Hayden Panettiere on my favorite entertainment page The Superficial. I love the writers humour, its so sarcastic its awesome~! Anyways, I got me a cute jacket and then went off to look for some shoes. My favorite shoes are slowly getting worn out I love them so much I wear them all the time. They are comfy and cute. They simply match to everything I wear! I have bad experiences at the shoe section of Macy’s. And this time wasn’t different either. I always get served last, and they take care of everyone elses shoes before they even look up mine They didn’t have the ones I liked in black in my size anymore. That sucked hard, the lady printed out a list of other Macy’s stores with them in stock for me though, that was nice. Now I wish I knew my way around LA Maybe sometime soon I might bug Matt. He wanted me to get new shoes after a week I was with him… lol! But I’m too picky, I need to completely love them, or I wont wear them. I always have one little thing on a shoe, that I wont like. Also whats up with the toe start showing Ballerinas? Gosh! So ugly, WHY would you want to see the start of your toes, ITS UGLY. It looks stupid, it makes your feet look too big for the actual shoe. Please Shoe designer, make shoes that cover that Its ugly! I gave up on the shoe search, went on to look for a leather bag. Same problem, I’m too picky I couldnt get myself to get over little things.
All of a sudden some asian lady starts talking to me, waving around some Dior Make-up bags talking wildly with a chinese accent. She asked me if I wanted to try out some Mascara. I though for a second and agreed. We dont have these makeup ladies in germany. Noone puts make up on you! It was interesting, since I’m pretty bad at putting make up on my face, so I usually wear none – like on that day. She put on the Mascara, I really liked it! I was amazed how good it looked, the price I didnt like. We had a nice chat, after she asked where I’m from cause my facial structure was special to her. She started putting on all kinda stuff, eyeliner, lipgloss, lipstick, bronzer. The Dior bronzer didnt do anyhting for me, I didnt see it. The liner was put on messily, since my eyes didnt want that on. They went insane from the touch of it. They teared up and so on. She told me to use waterproof stuff because of tearing up. DUH! Why have I never thought of that lol… Well I learned something new. I really liked a lipstick she showed me. It smelled sooo good! I didnt wanna buy anything at first, but that lipstick was needed. I remember mom always got expensive bran lipsticks, infact she uses Dior perfume daily. I’ll follow her footsteps in this. I also didnt bring any lipsticks with me from Germany. I always only used a pink child make up set lipstick lol… it was going to an end anyways. And I like these lipsticks I’m getting

I felt done for the day, and went to Susie Cakes after. To get a Cupcake for Matt and me I love their coconut cupcakes to death! Matt loves peanutbutter ones So I got him one of these. We had em after Dinner that day. Then i went home, slowly getting more confident into my LA driving. I’m scared to death that I might hurt Matts car. Its new, my car at home is a 97′ I think. And scratched to death! Poor thing, I miss my shifting baby I had a special relationship to my Audi, since another audi safed my life. I used to talk to it and pet it D: It was my babies. Ill get to touch it November 15th again though. Looking forward <3. Anyways, the worst about here is the hectic drivers. Also the lack of speed limit signs. Theres barely any, while in Germany – THEY ARE ALL OVER THE PLACE. I dont wanna deal with the american police, they seem so scary! So I drive carefully, I’m still used to my German driving school habits. And I wont throw these few safety rules over to make Matt not complain. I still STOP at a Stop sign with all 4 wheels, while standing a meter away from the markings on the floor. I keep distance from the car infront of me even if your car is short in the front. The deal with the distance is the ability to brake in an emergency and not hit the car infront of you! I drive fine, I’m good at it. I only get nervous when someones next to me, driving with me. Stupid hands get all wet ugh! Meh and soooo I drove home, tried to find a parking spot around noon. Kill me. El Segundo is no fan of me trying to park during lunch time. I stopped at some spot faaar away from the apartment to call Matt for help lol. Then I parked not too far away from the Laundry Salon. Had to walk a little but its fine Then I relaxed a little, tried on my new clothes, looked cute! Kept it on. Matt invited me to join him and his co workers to lunch at Carl’s Jr. it was my first time there   I got some Mushroom Burger very yum! at 2pm we parted again and I went home for some napping. Its hard for me to get up early and finish the day without napping. Well I did get up at 7 am that day, so I guess my nap was allowed! ;P I set my alarm to 6pm, and had church bells wake me. Its a terrible alarm clock tone. Need to change that, it barely woke me, took 10 mintues for me to actually wake. I then hopped into my cute clothes, and headed out for some really needed grocery shopping. I got a lot of veggies. I need to keep cooking healthy, we’ve been eating out like non stop. I dont want to gain weight and I think Matt likes my cooked veggies (except Bell Peppers – sorry! Keep putting them on my plate its fine :P) I decided to try out Eggplants. I wasnt sure about their cooking time or anything and the only eggplants they had were humoungos. I feared that if they tasted áwful I would have wasted money. So I got one a lot smaller Japanese Eggplant. Wich I cooked the next day – it tasted fab! Need to get more from the store downstairs before cooking next time! Well I also got drinks, forgot to get Ketchup and water to drink. I made it just in time to pick up Matt from work at 7. I felt pretty cool, picking him up for once  I was pretty worn out by then, so we decided to get another cheap burger from Carl’s for dinner. Bad food, I know. It was a progressive day, and I’m a lot less scared of driving Matts car <3

Heres some pictures of me and my Dior Addict Lipstick and Make up <3

Well since I’ll leave on Sunday – I try to do as much with my friends as I can. And today it was just perfect.

Like I talked in my last post about my old classmates, David had to cancel and anton decided to still come by! So we decided a time when I’d pick him up and show him the landlife around here haha. An hour before the selected time, I picked up Angie, then we drove to town. I wanted to go to the hairdresser really bad, I needed my bangs cut badly. The barber I usually go to wich is really hip and has nice music was such a let down… We got there, all the girls that work there sittin outside, eatin and smoking. We go inside and only one customer and a hairdresser working on her. I asked to get my hair cut and they were like “well youd have to wait about 45 to 60 minutes.” I was staring at her for a second. THE WHOLE PLACE WAS FUCKING EMPTY. EVERYONE WAS NOT BUSY. WTF? I told her absolutely no. We left. Last time I go there forever. They fucking drove me away once when they told me a year ago that, when I have my blonde hair dyed brown – they would never bleach it up on me again.  That was so rude. Instead of telling me why they wouldnt, that girl told me that back then and in such a erribly rude tone. I never went there again until today. Well bad choice.

We went to the next one. There we got served right away, a lot better … but I got this russion girl, speaking a weird german. I already had a weird feeling about it. Well she washed my hair, then put some good things on them that make them look healthy and good and stuff. Was nice, I love when they massage good things into my hair. I need to teach matt that ~since its orgasmic. Even though they just rub my head! Its awesome.  Well then we went to cut them, I allowed her to cut the broken parts just a little, about 2 cm. Thats 0,7 inch! Angie and me watched her like eagles.

Then after a long while she got to my bangs. Ughhhh she cut it weird. I now look like Katy Perry and with a little wind flowing I look like an ass. Literally. Its really really really short too. Well 2 weeks and the bangs will be perfect. So after cutting she washed out some healthy stuffs she put on that has to stay on the head for a longer while and then she got to drying. Then Anton appeared and watched the woman dry my hair. It was nice to see at least one of my classmates again.

I was thinking how I only got 1 good and close friend from my past 4 years on the economy school. And to be honest ~ my last year was my most precious one. I always had a clique around me, friends to laugh and hang out. They were fun! Hasan, David, Anton and Gabi. I <3′d them all 4. But now only Anton is talking to me over emails every now and then. So I guess I try and keep a good friend. I was happy to see him! Angie and him were talkign, I was glad neither of them were bored while I barely heard things while getting my hair dried. That weird woman took forever. It was terrible slow, Angie kept telling me how she could do it way quicker. It was nice once  we finally got out and I got rid of 32,50€. Sigh… well it was nice since my hair feel  nice and I got a massage, Im still nto too happy about the cut since it should be better for that amount of money.  But ok enough of the hairdresser!

We then went towards the car, stopped in a small market so Angie could get make up and I could get some gum Thenw e went to the car. By the way today was the hottest day of the year with 36° C that means 96.8 F. I think that was only for bavaria though haha. Well it was terribly hot the whole time. So we walked to the car, whiel the sun burned down on us! That terrible terrible terrible thing!  Once inside the car we all felt like melting. Then the air conditioner on full powa! My cars air conditioner has a loose screw wich makes it sound like a helicopter. Its amusing! the more power the louder it gets We also blasted some Black eyed Peas wich I ~ burned onto a CD SUCCSESSFULLY WITH ITUNES (after ONLY 2 tries!!!) wooo. Good itunes is unable to burn a cd in one try. Seriously – if i dont touch my laptop at all it even fucks it up. first try it randomly stopped burnign the right tracks and thne the cd ended with only 4 tracks. AWSUM! No. Makes me angry. Why is it such a let down? I had a 20 cd pack and most of my cds turn up as trash with itunes. I cant find my other programs since my Laptop is hiding them ;_; the meanies!

Well back to driving with nice music, we drove home first, I showed anton my everyday schoolway. I showed him my house, ran out and got a different pair of clothes, since I was wearing a dress. Well then I got back into the car and we drove to the next place. Anton enjoyed looking at the landscape, since he actually lives in a town. Was funny. Well the pool with the heated water really had not a single parking spot with a radius of a mile around it. It was crazy! SO MANY CARS I dont even think that many people fit in there. It was crazy… people walked prolly up to 15 mins and more from a parking spot to the pool… insane D:!  Well I gave up finding a decent spot OR parking somewhere with a super tight spot. I dont wanna break other cars ;_;!

It was already a pain in the ass jsut driving a little way that had one side cramped with cars ;_; I just wanted to turn haha, and even worse was that it was only possible for one car to go in one direction. No space for two. I was lucky and only one came my way and he drove to the side as much as he could. Whew. Well we decided to go to the free pool in the village that Angie lives in. That had a looot of cars too, but we got led to a spot in some random grassland. I was dead scared driving in, the thought of getting out was terrible too, the ground was so uneven! Well we packed our things and headed down to the pool. The thing with this one is, its not heated, only one pool and it doesnt cost anything.

Now this pool is so close to the borderline to Czechia. And czech people are poor – thus – they pack their whole family and go here. Kinda meh, since they dont speak German at all. They are rude and they dont wash. They let their children run around naked. Nowadays I would watch out with that stuff. Is it really that hard to bring a second pair of panties for your little girl to go swim? or a bathing suit? or just leave the panties on … they dry in about 5 minutes in 96.8F… Sigh. I dislike seeing naked children all over the place. Its disgusting to me. Anton agreed with me, he also told me about how a 2 days ago, two girls got taken in the pool in the town he lives in. They just never appeared when their mom came to pick them up. I think he said they were about 12? No idea, I cant remember anymore. Well its sad. Angie said its not the childrens fault, shes on kindergarten school. Learns all that stuff in there. Well I blame their parents. Everyone always whines about censoring shit in germany but they let their kids wiggle waggle their little penises or play with their vaginas (next to me, while I try to feel somewhat confidential since I’m fat)  infront of hundreds of people in a pool! I’m actually sure there is people that just go there every day and satisfy their gross fetishes by looking around. I mean its not hard. Its simpler than downloading child porn and risking getting caught. It also disturbs me when the parents dont cover their kids with a towel when they change clothes?

The other thing with this bs is that they do it around all the adults. THERE IS A SECOND POOL FOR SMALL CHILDREN – NON SWIMMING TOO. The actual pool is very deep, the further in the deeper, no way to stand there. I juuust dont knoooowwww… well ill stop ranting… we quickly occupied a spot with my pokemon cover and then we all just RAN to change into bathing stuff. It was just too hot lol. Then we got close to the water – felt it up with a toe - too cold.  I mean REALLY COLD. Anton was smart, went under the cold shower then went into the water. Angie and me retreated for a few minutes back onto the holy pokemon cover. After sitting there in the sun, Angie kept complaining that she forgot her second shirt, and that she cant go in with her current one and bla bla. Shes too stubborn to fucking wear a bikini because she thinks shes fat. While there are whales runnign around in bikinis. That kinda, idk, why did she come to the pool then? Well anton came back completely wet and saying its not too bad. And I WAS SWEATING ;_; BADLIES!

I asked Angie to join swimming, but she denied. So me and Anton went to the tpoher side of the pool, the floor is not deep there and it slowly gets deeper until theres no way to stand anymore. I have realized this is the best way for me to get used to cold water. It still took a few minutes until I was in to my chest and then just swam around. It was really nice, not cold at all after swimming a little. Anton pointed out all the dirt in the water and the weird, moldy taste. That was kind of unnecessary  haha. A bit of swimming with much watching out for my contact lenses and playing ;_; he held my feet so I couldnt swim! And I couldnt stand there either, slowly drowning!  Then I got worried about Angie. cant leave her alone for some reason. It makes me feel bad, for taking her with me and then leaivng her alone. So we got out and spend some time with her again. Talked, and then called Julia, trying to figure out what to do after swimming. Julia said to meet up around 7pm, then swim in the lil lake in their village and maybe drink a little. So we agreed and stood a little in the sun.

I liked tanning, but Angie and Anton were both too childish to enjoy it completely. Angelina threw grass on me, trying to throw it into my belly button – sigh , then both of them complained about my bikini bottoms being too low, and to top it Anton drew on my skin, I also got random Batteries from my bag stuck into my ear. Ohhh lovely. I then called Fran, asked her for the seocnd time today if she wants to join swimming, but she didnt really wanna come this time, the first time she was getting a replacement ID and license, she lost her purse in an IKEA in berlin lol :/ must suck. Im paranoid that could happen to me in the states when I’m there. Well she said no to it and we decided to call us again later, see if we can go out and eat late night. So, talked about eating, everyone around em whined about food. The only decent, cheap place that was close is Mc Donalds. Angie whined about it, Anton was just fine.

This time I went and dropped Angie off at her home, didnt wanna have someone thats just negative with me becasue she cant afford some food for 2~3 euro. Okay! So I drove Anton to the czech mcdonalds, showed him all the somewhat interesting things on the way there: “Heres the borderline, heres a gas station – watch how the prices get cheaper the further we drive into Czechia! Theres the Duty Free. Some markets, theres about 10 houses selling fake cigarettes, honey and probrably poisonous mushrooms. to the right you see a wonderful built, placed and decorated Casino, I totally want to go in there…  now followed by 10 sex clubs in a row! Look – there used to be a very goo restaurant in that one wich advertises itself with a huge butt! Man their cucumber salat used to be delicious! We usually went there with moms work collegues or my grandma! Ooooh look another gas station, the third by now! See prices keep getting lower. Now a little green followed by 2 more sex clubs in thewoods and~ here we go the highway! And right next to it Mc Donalds!” my travel comments sure must have impressed him, or the fact that theres a Mc Donalds in the middle of nowhere haha.

I got myself some shrimps, dear god – sooo yum! And Anton had some burger with fries n coke. We got brutally ripped over with the exchange course of Euro to czech Korunas. And the funniest thing is, you pay in Euro, they dont take cent, they dont return euros either. Soooo mean. But ok, its close, its … close to the price of a normal mc donalds and the building is huge so its actually nice in there. They also have some tv’s that play decent music and interesting music videos non stop. Always good to look at. So we sat near a window and ate our stuff, watchign the parking spot of traveling busses – and dear god we had some first class entertainment right there. Some funky looking dude, Brown fuzzy hair, figure and body posture – reminding strongly of Russel Brand. In each of his hand, two balls chained to each other. And he was non stop swirling these chains around, like a cheerleader on crack. It looked hilarious and he didnt stop either. At some point it was too funny to look at and we stopped, a while later he walked by windows, like a crap, swingin his chain ball things. I guess he couldnt afford a Nunchuck. But still that was really funny

We talked a bit about the area around us and comparing it and more random talk and random laughs about the clown outside. Then we decided to leave, I wanted to show him a castle thats hidden in the woods but I figured we where on the wrong spot at the borderline, haha. We drove back to Angie, picked her up and then went to Julia <3 Oh my Julia~ I <3 her but shes always busy. So it was lovely seeing her being well and lively. We watched her eat and talked a lot about stuff that happened today and then Antons phone rang. It was his boss telling him hed have to start at 7 am. Duh… So much about the camping near Julias house at night that they were planning already. It would have been fun though I’m sure. Everyone went really well together.

Julia was sooo sad Anton needed to leave lol. I then called Fran asking when she would go eat with Manu, she said theyd leave in half an hour. Since I needed to get Anton back to the train station I asked her if she could take us, if I drive to their house. No problem, so we talked a bit and then headed over to Frans. There we switched cars, Manu – Frans bf was driving. I didnt know hes such a fuckin speedy driver. I hate it when people speed in cities/villages. There is always a chance that someone stands just around the corner in the middle of the street or is just about to walk over the street when you come by. Its not funny – and even WORSE he is from Berlin so he doesnt know his fucking way around. HOW CAN YOU SPEED THEN… UGH…. well we got to town, then parked in a underground garage.

We went into inner-city, since it was a really awesome warm day – the weather around 9pm was still lovely warm and comfortable! And you could see, everyone felt like that. All cafes and restaurants that had seats outside, had each and every single spot filled up. Not too good since we wanted to go eat D: We went to the greek restaurant Fran loves and luckily the owner told us about these ladies, on that table outside, are leaving soon! Nice! So we sat infront of a window and watched like eagles for the table to get free. These old ladies still took a while though! And Manu scared away other people that threw an eye on our table “This is going to be our table!” is what he said. God I would never get the courage to say that lol…

Well, the seats cleared and we all sat down. The table smelled awfully like kitchen grease. But ok, we were outside, the nice atmosphere of the evening and the cute candle made up for it. We chatted a looot abotu god and the world literally. From Family to religion to FFXI to computers to traveling and so on, it was funny. I think Fran enjoyed it as much as I did, I dont know about Manu, he seemed really nice there! I liked his talking and humour, but im not a fan of his driving c.c Anton meanwhile left to catch his train, and we got our drinks and salats by then. Very dissapointing.

I ordered a Coke against a headache I had and I got some really cheap ass fake coke, theres some cheap stores that sell these and you taste it out instantly. Then my salat didnt have a single cucumber in it. Fran and Manu both had some! So mean… Then I wanted to order calamari, no they are out of them… great! Ordered crabs, I knew that was gonna be a mess haha. So after bit that food came so Fran and me wich ordered the same started pulling apart the lil crabs playing with their heads and tails. Making them talk by moving their lips and so on haha. We prolly left around 10pm, I didnt look at the clock so I’m guessing.

Now at the greek restaurant you get a glass of ouzo and some other stuff free. With anon not being there anymore and me not drinkin any at all since I knew I had to drive my car home still, Manu drank the leftovers. Awful – he was gonna be the fucking driver. I hate that shit. Its allowed for people over 25 years to drive with 0,5 per mille. But I’ve hear about enough kids dying because drunken people drove them. Even kids at the school I went to D:! Bleh~ so I wasnt too happy that he was driving… it was still decent there too. So he drove to Frans home so I could pick up my car. From there I drove home and they followed and picked me up to go to Julias after again. There Manus driving was killing me. He DOESNT KNOW THE WAY UGH AND SPEEDS and doesnt stop speeding or isnt starting to use the fucking brakes when were like “take the next turn”. I mean wtf… he can risk his life, idc about his. But its something different, when you have other people in your car. Hes over 30 for fucks sake, he should know that. And the best they drove there form Berlin very early in the morning. He didnt tell us he was tired either. Fran and I offered to drive a few times but he rejected. Asshole.

so he drove to Julias house. There Julia was upset cause all the people left her alone, even Angelina …  but I talked to her and she got outside again. She brought a nice big cover too then we went onto the playground, sat down ontop a wooden house for kiddies and watched the really clear sky with soooo many stars! Manu knew a little bit about stars, told us some, how to see if stuff is a star or not, its when it flickers – otherwise its a planet. And we saw many falling stars. Sooo nice! I saw about 8, and I used each and every one for a nice wish! Towards the end I ran outta wishes haha… Angelina came to us too and we sat there till about midnight until Manu decided to stop being all cool~ and admit its cold in a shirt.

Christ… so we left the village and drove to… Mc Donalds. Angelina threw a fit and wanted home instead fo joining us, so only Fran, Manu, Julia and me drove t Mc donalds. There it was the same talking, talking, talking. Then we left again, dropped Julia off at her home and then drove to my house. And god. The worst drive ever for me. I was so fucking scared… seriously. I’m not easily scared, but Im think I’m scarred by my accident in this matter by now.  I mean I had to realize how quick and sudden shit can turn bad. I dont want to die when I am soooo close to getting to Matt! Or even if I wouldnt die! There would be no way to catch my flight ;_; even the thought of that is so terrible… I had that on my mind for about a month now, wich is also affecting my own driving, slower, watching out more. Well back to Manus terrible driving when hes drunk and tired. Lovely! I was so scared that there would be deers, we already saw 2 by daylight! so after these terrible 10 minutes of getting home and being about to tell him to let me get out of the car and walk or whatever, I finally arived! ;_;  SAVE – THANK GOD!

Mom had invited them to come upstairs too and so they did. We sat there some time while I was ranting to Matt<3 about how fucking scared I was over Trillian. They left after a bit of lookin at kitties and drinkin a glass of coke. Well this is where my lover should know what I continued doing waited for him to get home and listen to him, then pass out while watching Umineko Episode 8, not knowing even the littlest thing about what went on in the episode by now lol! <3

I just realized that “I Gotta Feeling” is from the Black Eyed Peas. I remember on the way to the fair, I told mom how that song was really weird lol. I expected it to be some random german stuff. But wow! Well its fine, just brought my mind onto something else. I LOVE playing loud music while driving. My favorite Track to do that is “Boom Boom Pow”. I dont have the best ausio equipment in my car but that song plays just perfect on full volume haha. Its awesome, really, I sometimes just put it on repeat and then watch my mirror vibrate from the sound. ;D
But gosh I HATE the video to that song. Its so awful ! I dont know what they were thinking… oh well…

Well the past week has been more active than the one before haha. I am waiting on my old classmates to message me, we wanted to meet today and hang around town. Anton and David will be there. I <3 those two idiots. They were always up for some gossip and talking bad about people into their faces~ then the stupidity that comes with em. Just right. Ill miss those people.
Gabi hasnt even said goodbye to me on the graduation party. She hasnt written me on msn either. I dont really care though. It looks to me that she was just using me to have someone that drives her home. On Grad Party she was onlky hanging with the usual cuntbags from our grade that she didnt like so much during the year but fine.

On the other hand I’ve made another Shirt Print design for my Spreadshirt and Redbubble Shops! A simple but lovely Butterfly print
I was more than suprised to see how well it fits on Baby shirts and stuff. Made me d’awwwww!

Here is a simple link to the shop pages. Each page has different designs and shirts with different colors.

http://www.redbubble.com/people/aini

http://aini.spreadshirt.com/

These are some of my personal favorites. Simply click on a shirt to be directed to its sale page.

Well I’ve slept through today after spending a whole day up and awake until 1pm. Today was Frans birthday, she turned 20. I webcam’d a little with her, we showed off our cats. She has a really cute and hyper one wich was cute to watch I passed out shortly after and had a nice sleep. I woke up every few hours and used up my Sorority Life, Glamour Life  and Fashion Wars points c_c) while being half asleep. I dont know but these little games are addicting. I LOVE them. I love beating people up, I love spending money on properties and getting rich >:O Sorortiy Life also has some mini games wich is adorable! I LOVE BEWJEWLED ONE ZOMG!  I also made a few hundred friends on facebook to invite them to the games and get invited. Can’t win without sisters D: also the dress up Omg~ and some of these people I added are really nice, send gifts and stuff Thanks to Charlie that I got sucked into these games >:I !

Welp, lately I am playing S4 again instead of FFXI. There is dress up, seksi girls and soccer with guns. Awesome. I’m not event hat bad at it, wich is somewhat scary Yesterday my trial weapons ran out of useage time wich was pretty bad. I usually spend all the ingame money on clothes and now I am completely fucked I got myself the healing weapon and decided to be healing onry. Wich I think is pretty awesome too. I LOVE healing more than killing! I also met some friendly people wich all belong to some clan. They were leveling second/third accounts for some unexplained reason lol. They showed me how to chat, use emotes, helped with some missions. They were really friendly I had a great time playing with them until they all dissapeared to bed
I am very close to being able to buy a weapon that has unlimited time, very nice, but I’ll really miss healing. My healing weapon ran out of usage time today, they have 5 hours of that >_> So yeah I played a lot yesterday and today haha.  Today I managed to get into a room where a bunch of girls were fighting. All they did was call each other fat, obviously the real fight besides kiling each other already to win <_< This went on until the end, it was very amusing to read these chat logs. Sometimes I wonder how old these people are, or from where they actually come. Are they even alive?  Lol AI’s yup. Well I’ll enjoy this as a better Pangya replace ;( thinking about albatross 18 makes me sad (seeing how I & Matt spent about 50+ bux on it)… well yeahhhh …

OMG 2 weeks until I fly to LA again! I am soooo excited. Its scary and eating my sleep. I am already planning what to cook for him and really excited to live with Matt for 3 months~ its crazy long and I hope everything will turn out fine :3 Right now I am most scared of the flight. I hated the one stop flight last time with the stop being in france. It was terrible and I hated it yap. French people seem so rude and just ugh~ I felt very uncomfortable for the time I stood there :/ I hope Lodon will be better. This time I am flying with British Airlines, since Air France is unable to keep track of their planes >_> scary… lol Well right now I have two weeks left, I want to visit my Grandpa wich lives about 3 hours away, but I’d need mom or dad to drive there because I have no idea where he lives heh… And both of them are working and mom is throwing fits for no reason since the past few days. For a week or two we went so well together and then all of a sudden shes being a complete bitch. For no fucking reason… I just think its sad for her, because I know as soon as I’m gone shes gonna be crying and shit again. Her own fault. Well well~ I still need to get some toher stuff done and the packing is gonna bring me the biggest headache Need clothes for 3 months and can only bring 2 suitcases! D:! Terrible! I am looking forward to shopping a little over there though, Ill get some random things like panties, socks, toothbrush and random stuff when I’m over there to save space

This friday I might be driving to Berlin to visit Fran, I’m not sure about it though., I asked Angie and Julia to come with me, if these two dont go I’ll just stay home. Not going to spend 4 hours in my car alone and clueless. I dont even know where to drive to D: Scrap that! I’m still upset that Fran left so early. I could have done so much stuff with her lately, now that school is over. but she has to go to her psycho BF cause of the evil baby cat. Grrrrrr makes me SO ANGRY. But I’ll shut my mouth. I dont need her. I’m fine on my own.